So to sum it up, it feels like what I've been doing and trying to put out hasn't really been getting to anyone; no one really cares, it feels like wasted effort, blah blah blah. I think, maybe, just maybe, it'll all change when I finally get this video done, but if it doesn't, I just don't know what I'm gonna do. I really want a career doing stuff like this, but I just don't see it anywhere in sight right now. Even for stupid little things, like, when I finish this novel, now what? Send it to who knows where to get it published and never hear back from them? Like, what do I do when it's all over and done? It's the "now what" phase of things; oh boy, I FINALLY finished this project! It took years and it almost killed me, but I did it!