So... for the past few weeks, I've been incredibly anxious. About something specific, it's not like I'm just anxious for no reason. But it's how I've been feeling over the situation and it's REALLY been hindering nearly everything I've been trying to do as of late. So much so that last week I even went to a doctor that specializes in this sort of stuff to help sort it out... taking a BUNCH of medicines and cutting out ALL kinds of things in my diet (basically everything I like, unfortunately), but so far I don't feel much different at all. I don't know why but this has just been dominating my life, and unlike usual problems that, no matter how bad they feel, they eventually leave in time... this is one of those things that appears to be perpetual. Anxious about finding something out, and the longer I wait, the more I wonder about said thing, but if I attempt to find out too much, I get addicted to it and feel incredibly anxious if I'm NOT doing that thing... it's just awful and I don't even know why. I've ALWAYS had this problem, for years, in fact, however, it has taken a turn for the worse, a turn that I've never experienced until now. I'm just REALLY hoping that this will leave VERY soon, I can't keep up like this forever...
But yeah, working on the same stuff as usual. I can't believe my last animation I released was last SEPTEMBER. I've never went like a full YEAR without uploading anything... but because of all of these problems, the stress of having multiple things needing to be done, and on top of it all, the anxiety, everything's been so slow, slower than, like, ever. I'm wishing for this to end. We'll see.
-T4k
But yeah, working on the same stuff as usual. I can't believe my last animation I released was last SEPTEMBER. I've never went like a full YEAR without uploading anything... but because of all of these problems, the stress of having multiple things needing to be done, and on top of it all, the anxiety, everything's been so slow, slower than, like, ever. I'm wishing for this to end. We'll see.
-T4k
