Well, let me try to keep this brief, as it doesn't have a single thing to do with any of the work I publish. But it has made somewhat of a difference with it; someone has done something to me that made me more mad than I've ever been in my whole life for such a long period of time. This person has been nothing but an irritating, insufferable, frustrating, whiny asshole to me for over a year, and because HE wants me to apologize to HIM (for what, exactly? You got me), he's not letting me talk to a close relative of his, who was one of my best friends for quite some time. She helped me get through so much, and now... I don't get to talk to her, probably forever. He kept pointing his fucking finger at me over this stupid situation that he caused, but he relentlessly told me that I was the one to be blamed. Huh, that's funny, because I gave him evidence and proof that said otherwise, but hey, I guess it doesn't matter if it's ignored, huh? I've never been so fucking pissed off in my entire life. I've put up with his stupid bullshit for years, and as much as he gave his phony "apologies" every couple of months that he later just contradicted and forgot about, he just kept pressing on. The insults, putting me down because something didn't go his way, he's like a goddamned child. And he's in his mid-20s. What the fuck is wrong with people? You'd think "well, just ignore him, who cares?" You know, I'd say the same exact thing, if it weren't for the fact that because of his idiocy I'm no longer allowed to speak to someone who once meant so much to me. I've talked to my parents and others about this, but no one's really stepped up to help in any meaningful way. Clearly I can't combat this on my own, considering I'll just get ignored again, so now what?
It's just made things difficult for me to focus on. Of all the stupid assholes I've come across in my life, THIS one is the one that takes the cake. You'd literally have to be fucking insane to think that this person is in the right in the situation, and yet, he says this is "how it HAS to be". "HAS" to? What? "HAS to" because you're a fucking idiot? I guess so.
I guess the lesson here is, don't be a fucking retard, and if you're not being a fucking retard, do not, for the love of god, DO NOT expect justice to ever come forward; justice and things that are right and good are not obligated to be present in this world, and if you expect them to show themselves, you are going to be one disappointed, miserable person. It doesn't matter if you're right, it doesn't matter if you have fucking EVIDENCE that you're right and the one you're arguing with doesn't. People will choose to believe what they want to in order to be "correct", even if it means not being correct. I'd like to have vengeance one day, but I don't think that day will ever come. That fact alone is just heartbreaking to me.
But yeah, it's been very distracting. I'm trying to just push through this...
-T4k
It's just made things difficult for me to focus on. Of all the stupid assholes I've come across in my life, THIS one is the one that takes the cake. You'd literally have to be fucking insane to think that this person is in the right in the situation, and yet, he says this is "how it HAS to be". "HAS" to? What? "HAS to" because you're a fucking idiot? I guess so.
I guess the lesson here is, don't be a fucking retard, and if you're not being a fucking retard, do not, for the love of god, DO NOT expect justice to ever come forward; justice and things that are right and good are not obligated to be present in this world, and if you expect them to show themselves, you are going to be one disappointed, miserable person. It doesn't matter if you're right, it doesn't matter if you have fucking EVIDENCE that you're right and the one you're arguing with doesn't. People will choose to believe what they want to in order to be "correct", even if it means not being correct. I'd like to have vengeance one day, but I don't think that day will ever come. That fact alone is just heartbreaking to me.
But yeah, it's been very distracting. I'm trying to just push through this...
-T4k
